I've been on antidepressants
off and on
since I was ten.
But I think
I should have been sooner
because
the lights left my eyes
before they should have even been there
in the first place.
I have seen the shadows
of men running.
And the faces of those shadows
for a long time now.
And
I don't know if
I should
fear them
or follow them.
I think I hear things that aren't really there.
You know
like
Promises.
Like
Love.
9/16/16