Leave this text
JUST as unanswered
as the last.
My
Questions.
Your
Answers.
My MOM'S
Interventions.
Can I be a real girl now?
Oh
Wait
That's a different story-
not MY story.
I'm sorry.
I always say I'm sorry.
I guess it's because
I'm always sorry.
Sorry.
Wake me up
When this shithole ends.
Because every day
is a green day
(On the other side)
I should be so damn strong
Pushing so many people
Away.
Maybe I should join the Olympics-
I run away from my problems so much.
Anyway.
But damn, does all this make me sore.
If only the knot in my stomach
was a tapeworm.
Then
Maybe
I would be pretty.
I'm no better than
that screaming child
At the other end of the store.
Can I be a real girl now?
7/26/16
